I am calling upon the Lord this morning for help. I feel so very ill and sometimes PMDD combined with my other struggles is downright crippling. What I am learning is to call upon the Lord. His strength, His peace, His joy, His love, His wisdom, His mercy, His healing… I am calling upon the Lord.
I am trying not to be ashamed of giving my struggles to Him due to being embarrassed. He knows everything about me, even more than I do. The physical struggles, the anxiety, the flashbacks, the nightmares, the panic attacks.. everything.
So Lord, help me during this tough time to meditate on You and Your glory, to be honest with You and others as well. And to call upon Your name in good times and bad. And Lord please help others to do the same. To not be ashamed to lay their burdens at Your feet as if You don’t understand, as if You don’t already know. You are waiting for us oh Lord and for that, I am grateful. I love You, Lord my rock, my refuge, my shelter. Please calm the waves of the sea of my heart and help everyone in this world to lean on You with honesty, sincerity, repentance, and praise of course.
In Jesus Name Amen